I’m over trying so hard to be friends with “my so called friends”.  Now I firmly believe that people do change.  It sucks. But what can you do right?  I suggest that you should never ever make someone your priority when they only make you an option.. I know i’ve been friends with these people for years now, but… Its just not the same.  I’m not saying I’d totally cut them out of my life.  Just slowly drift away and not focus on them too much.  I’ve seen their true colors over these few months.  Ever since I had Madison it feels like I have lost my friends.  But, on the brighter side of things.  I have gained new friends.  And realized that people come and go.  Nothing in this world lasts forever.  This is a bittersweet topic.  It’s actually kinda awkward to talk about but it’s been heavy on my mind for a while now.  I’m glad I see things differently with more of an open mind.  I’m so excited for the days to come and the new people to meet.  Like they say.. “Good things fall apart, so better things can fall into place”.